Cry cry, and cry some more.

I have this problem where I cry over everything. Haha, It's almost as if I have this big bag of water hiding behind my eyes and once something that strongly bothers me pops that bag, and millions of little tears weld from my eyes. This isn't a touchy subject, it's actually very funny. Because alot of people always call me a baby, when they say it, they usually say it as a joke. When I hear it, I take it seriously. I'm such a baby! I once sat in my room and as thinking... Hmmm what seriously makes me cry. Not only but one thing came to mind. It was probably the most stupidest thing, but after knowing that I actually laughed at myself. You sometimes feel sorry for people who are sad, then you have me. The person who is extremly happy, all the time, and when she cries, shes still happy. Does that make sense? It's like, when I'm crying, I'm still happy, it's just when your crying theres something bothering you, but in my case when I'm crying it's only because I take this little thing and make it something completly bigger then it is, then after someone says Jenn, seriously! then I laugh and say wow I'm stupid. I actually never really taken it into this much of thought. Now that it's out, and said with I feel even more stupid. If you have the same problem as me. It'll get better, just get a friend to slap you when ever you take something and blow it out of proportion. It's silly how girls do that isn't it, actually let me rephrase that. It sucks how girls do that isn't it. You always just have to put it in your head that it's started so small got to big, and will end even smaller. :)

Gay Marriage.

Alot of people have many opinions and beliefs, and one is deffinitly towards gays, lesbians and bi's. I mean I'm not saying that everyone hates gays, but I believe that half of this world don't agree to it. I have heard just about everyones opinions, and ive never actually shared my opinion. Some of my friends agree that, it isin't a sin, but it's not right. Or they say, It is a sin, Or most say it's gross, and sorta awkward. In my opinion, there is no rule to love, you can love who you want wether it's a girl or a boy. You can get married to who ever you want, because when you love someone, it's not about what they wear, what race they are, or what gender they are, it's when you look at them, and you see that they are exactly the person you want to share the rest of your life with. Not only do you want to share your life with them but you love them for who the are inside, because it's always whats inside that counts. Yes, you do have your opinion, and if it's against mine then yeah i can think that your just being close minded, but doesn't mean i'm going to hate you, or make you feel like your a terrible person. I'm just trying to show people that maybe other then making gays feel like they have to hide themselves from family, friends etc.. they can be out of their shells and walk with us, because they are no different then we are.

I wish I had a little control over how people think about Gay marriage, actually I wish I could change the rules of gay marriage. Because if you want to get married to a guy, and your a guy, so be it. If you want to be married to a girl and your a girl, So be it.

Who are we to say that gay people can't love and feel what we feel when we get married.

Wrong signals.

I've always realized that there are so many people that judge a person acording to style, beliefs, taste in music or other topics, race ect.. but whats always something that people judge others about are piercings.

If you have your lip pierced, your either a poser, or an emo. Which to me is retarted because how does a lip piercing make you a poser? It's like saying to someone that if they are wearing the same shirt as you, they are posers. Which is more then impossible to find a shirt that hasn't been made over a million times, and put into stores, for everyone to have one.

If you have your nose pierced, your a lesbian. I think it's if you have your right side pierced, you are a lesbian. Which is stupid because I have my nose pierced on the right side, and I am not a lesbian. It's actually funny how people sit down and make up stupid stuff that is completly irrelevant to having a nose piercing.

If you have your tongue pierced, it's clearly because you want to be better in giving oral sex. Pft! that is ridiculous, some people just like the look of it. I mean yeah sometimes if I know someone who is a tad promiscuous and has their tongue pierced, I'm like maybe she did get it to upgrad her skills in oral, but then after I think that, I'm like, seirously though who cares.

I'm getting so sick and tired of people judging everyone for something they like? sometimes its different but its because you don't like it. But it's nothing you should talk about and waste your breath other? I mean where does that lead you. right.

Think about it.

Family bonding.

Me and my family just moved out of our old house. It was actually so sad just leaving that house, that was fun of soo many memories I mean I used to live in that house since I was 3 years old. I grew up with so many people there. Now it's all gone and now i have to make new memories. What sucks the most now is that i'm not as close to everything and everyone as I used to be, all my friends live in ajax and in oshawa.. and i know its not too far, but to get a ride every weekend, its far.

When I used to live in oshawa I could always just say i'll be right there, I'm walking. Now it's more like, Oh I can't, or I'll take the bus, and the bus would be too hard because I'm clueless in this town.

Anyways, Hopefully there is only good memories and not bad memories

Requiem for a dream

So last night I was watching this movie called "Requiem for a dream" and as I was watching this moving. I kept on crying and crying, it reminded me of someone I know, and it brought back terrible memories, and thoughts and I just couldint stop crying.

I'll fill you in on the movie a bit. So basically the point of the movie, is how theres this one guy (Jared Leto) Whois a coke addict, and he has a beautiful girlfriend (Jennifer Connelly) who is also a coke addict, and they also have a friend who is also one as well. They all end up going throught this tought situations. Where the italians and the blacks are both killing each other (only the drug dealers) and thats how they made their money,but now that there isint any Cocain selling on the streets, they have to put themselves into risky situations.

For example, Jennifer connelly, she really needs cocain, so she starts to see a dealer, who makes her do things she wouldint ever do (prostitute) herself, for drugs.

Also, Jared Leto's mother, is a very lonely sad old lady, but once she gets a call from this tv show that would like her to come on television, she starts to worry because she wants to fit into her red dress, so she takes drugs to makeher loose weight. She then starts to get addicted and can't stop taking them, she started taking them in the summer and bad things started to happen during winter, she hasnt been eating or doesint anything but cleaning and sleeping. it's very sad movie. It really makes you think.

Anyways if your interested, heres the trailer. it's very old, but its a cool movie.

Crunchy Bar Hebert

Crunchy Bar Hebert.

I can't wait to move out of my house, go to college save up money to my bills and save a little more for a Miniature Dashound. I've always wanted a black Miniature Dashound, and name him/her Crunchy, but I'd rather have a boy dog :) I've always want to have a dog of my own, especialy one that I can name, train. The dog I have now, Gizmo, hes a pain. I feel kind of sorry for him, when he was little his older owners used to abuse him, then once we saved him, he changed completly he is only comfortable around my brothers and sister, mom and dad but everyone else I know, can't even touch him. Other then my sisters boyfriend, and mine. I think it mainly because my dog got used to them being over so much that he basically counts them as family. Haha, sounds wierd but it's true.

Anyways, back to Crunchy.
I mean first of all the name Crunchy is just adorable. Also, the name Crucnhy for a black miniature dashound, can't go wrong there.

Paranormal Activity

On Thursday October 28th, I went and saw the new movie Paranormal Activity.

Unfortunetly, I miss the first 10 minutes, but it didint matter because the movie was terrible anyways. Probably the most funniest thing that happened during the movie, was when everyone was screaming at randome parts. For instance this one part, they are just sitting and talking about work, and this group of people screamed.

Anyways, this movie was probably the stupidest movie that has ever come out in theaters, other then GI-Jo (If you like this movie, then i'm sorry) So anyways... this movie was saying how this was real people taping it and how this was based on true events, but I know that every time they said, "Based on a true story" or "Based on true events" what they are really saying is "They all die in real life, but everything else is made up" I mean yeah, thats how movies are made they have to scare the audience and obviously make a good movie, but it's strange how it manages to scare me, but the story lines suck.

In my opinion, Paranormal Activity was a terrible movie, because if you have seen it. Then you will know that it can give who ever has motion sickness would throw up while watching this movie, or who ever believes in "Paranormal Activity" would never be able to sleep. Or if theres someone like me, after all the ending credits would sit there look at the screen turn to their friend and say "That was terrible".

Well anyways, I don't suggest you watch this movie if you have motion sickness, and actual good taste in actual amazing horror movies.